[Alecia Farley]

I think viewing myself as an agent of Jesus will definitely change how I view speaking to others and myself. I feel like lately I’ve been doing more complaining than expressing praise and gratitude. I also love the idea of reading the words of Jesus out loud.

[Alecia Farley]

I definitely struggle with feeling like I don’t measure up and that I’m not living up to my potential. I was always the smart one, and my sisters were the pretty ones. After college I got a job at Merck doing something I really enjoyed and that actually used my degree. When I moved to Arkansas, the only job I could find semi using my degree was a l lab tech. I felt lots of resentment towards Aaron for years that his career grew and expanded, whereas I basically gave mine up when I moved to AR.

Having kids definitely helped me realize how much importance God, family and friends have over career success or titles.

Also, I grew up with the Golden Rule as the way to live your life. Treat people how you want to be treated.

Sorry, I’m just rambling.

[Alecia Farley]

I think my current leading cause of stuckness is my mental state. I’m having a hard time getting out of my head, then I stress about not being able to shake my feelings. I feel like I’m just struggling to get through the day sometimes. Focus on anything now seems like a struggle.

[Alecia Farley]

I’m not a big talker, surprise surprise! It’s great to be in a group where I feel super comfortable sharing. 💕

[Alecia Farley]

I know the Holy Spirit was working in me when I was struggling working full time and feeling so overwhelmed and resentful of Aaron.

[Alecia Farley]

Love you ladies!

[Alecia Farley]

I’m definitely an introvert, but need connection to keep from struggling with my depression. I’d rather read a book with a cup of coffee. I’m trying to get out more and push myself out of my comfort zone.

[Alecia Farley]

I’m doing the Bible Recap Plan I addition to this study, which has really helped with my understanding of scripture. However, I feel in my other Bible readings, I’ve been struggling to stay focused.

[Alecia Farley]

I definitely felt like today’s message spoke to me!!!

Most of my prayers are just a daily ongoing conversation with God. Growing up, the people I observed praying in church always used lofty fancy speech which came across as unnatural and intimidating to me.

I’m better at praying out loud than I was in the past, but there is certainly room for improvement!!

[Alecia Farley]

I really enjoyed today’s video as well! Definitely changed the way I view my soul. I struggle with my self talk and how I view myself as a whole. I definitely know when I eat better and exercise, it definitely impacts how I feel emotionally and spiritually.

[Alecia Farley]

I’ll probably struggle with talking for at least 15 minutes and not interrupting others. I feel like I really struggle with that, so if I interrupt, please let me know so I can try to break that habit.

[Alecia Farley]

I think having to keep check on my anxiety and depression has made it easier for me to know what’s going on with myself easier.

[Alecia Farley]

My fear is praying out loud in a group.

[Alecia Farley]

I’m so excited to be in this band with you ladies. Three things I’m looking to gain from this study are:

1. Spiritual growth

2. Guidance and accountability

3. Forming stronger bonds with 3 of my favorite people. 😘